Hi Gino, it ´s nice that you shared your thoughts with us. I agree with you as far as I think only a positively used amount of jealousy can be very inspirational do do some creative work. For example in terms of recreating existing stuff or people. For me for example it was the inspiration starting to sculpt more than 300 12 inch Star Wars stop motion puppets and other movie charakters and props since I was 12.
And the best and most fun factor is: having the fun and the details of our hobby shared with people who can understand and maybe honour what we have done. Like on this great forum.
The worst is to say: you don´t know. I know it better. Because on this forum, very many members REALLY UNDERSTAND the details about SW.